Stupid for You

You grabbed my hand and told me you're not letting go.
Right here, right now, it's you and me.
Let everything around us disappear.
With every moment, you turn my horrible day around.
You say the cheesiest things that make me smile.
I thought love gave up on me, when it only took a break.
You look into my eyes with a thousand things running through your head.
Love drunk.
With your runaway smile, you're always in my heart.
Holding your hand makes me jittery.
I stopped searching for love and along you came.
What we have is deep.
I never want this feeling to fade.
What are these emotions that run through my veins.
Is it love?
'cause baby i'm falling stupid over you.

"Love is not Forever"

We fall in love with someone and it all seems so perfect, you couldn’t have wanted more from your relationship. But when it’s over... Why do you wonder if you were drunk the entire time when you were getting to know that person? I know how it feels like. I have been in a lot of complicated relationships myself. Not everyone knows what I am inside out, even the guys I dated. Why do you kill the love you have for someone after falling head over heels for them? Is there something called the spark? Or the one? I don’t know, I think it’s all about the image you create of the other person and how they can live up to it. Everyone says, do not expect. What is life when you stop expecting? Everyone expects, the problem is not everyone knows what exactly to expect from your loved ones. That understanding comes only after you know a person inside out, which takes a lot of patience, time and forgiveness… I made a mistake of getting into a relationship without even knowing if I wanted to be in one,. And when I realised, it was too late and my life was already messed up… You get into a relationship thinking yes, this is what I want… but when you know it’s not… You’ve already made one wrong choice. I know we can’t change what has happened… It had to happen to make me strong enough to become what I am today.
Today I know love won’t last for the people who won’t make an effort. Being with a person who is not you and being happy with that person takes a lot… If you love that person a little more each day, it will last. Or you will just be left with reasons on how and why your previous relationships did not last.